After days of successes and failures, the 231 days come to and end and so does the year 2017. Net weight loss – 5kg out of the target 20. I am at a positive deficit. Also, the one important lesson I carry forward to 2018 is that whenever I excuse myself saying I can not do this/that, I will poke myself with a “why?”, and then a “why?” again and once again… until I force myself to believe that I can and all those were just excuses.
2017 is beheld in me for a lifetime – it’s memories flowing like a current of fresh water within me, sweeping me off my grounds into a new life. This is my last New Year celebration at my house. Even the smallest of things seem overwhelming. There’s a slight nervousness inclusive to my happiness. I want to be excited about life with Dude in 2018 and beyond, but I am restrained by the chains of my childhood, teenage, growing up and through till date with Mom, D and BB. I am in double minds on what to feel.
2017 has been brilliant and super exciting –
Jan 2017 – Dude & I realised how much we wanted to be together;
Mar 2017 – I bent the knee & he said “yes” 👸🏻
Jun 2017 – we got roko-fied
Jul 2017 – we picked our rings 💍💍
Sept 2017 – my bachelorette in Goa
Nov 2017 – D & I picked my wedding dress
Dec 2017 – I am already counting 31 days until the wedding functions start
I loved the 2017 year – howsoever each day had been – hectic, stressful, Happy or fun. The bigger picture is painted interesting and looks adventurous. I am happy and thankful for it.
Anticipating and preparing for another joyous exciting year – 2018.
HAPPY NEW YEAR! ☺️🤗